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DARK SUNSET by Mort Book One: Part Seven
The four days after his delivery to the Imperator's quarters were long enough for Mulder to realize that in the pet stakes he had actually been fortunate in his choice of a master, even though he still felt he'd been decidedly unfortunate to be chosen as a Producer rather than a Stud. It wasn't that Mulder could even contemplate the idea of being a rapist rather than a rapee. It was simply that rebellious Studs were at least given the option of death. Mulder learned from Jax that the Studs were kept in tiny open cages like animals. They were released only at the times when they were required to service a Producer and failure to perform that duty adequately was punished with brutal flogging. Despite the terrible indignity of being raped, it was undoubtedly physically easier for most men to suffer the pain of penetration than try to achieve an erection to perform a public rape. Mulder was fair enough to realize that Hearn was the exception rather than the rule. The Albrecx had no mercy for a Stud's failure but if he didn't perform at all, he would simply be 'put down' rather than put in the milking dormitory. Materially, Mulder's life was undoubtedly better than a Stud's. Except when he was being milked, or fed, or the Imperator wished his company, Mulder was allowed to crawl back to his own room at Jax's heels and then the handler would usually leave him to sleep and perform his enemas in private. Those two tiny liberties were the only things that were keeping him sane in the midst of the otherwise public nature of his humiliation at the Albrecx's hands. At the same time, the relative freedom of those few hours alone kept the spark of his angry rebellion burning. The fact that he couldn't bring himself to replace the plug after his cleansing didn't help. Each time Jax arrived to take him back to Krenzl's side, the Albrecx pinned Mulder down and opened him wide enough with the succession of dildos to re-insert Mulder's tail. The humiliation of the experience was only increased by the fact that no matter how much he fought the procedure at first, by the time Jax had reached the largest dildo, Mulder was fucking himself with so much mindless pleasure that he would clench down to try and prevent the dildo being removed. Each time Jax had to squeeze Mulder's balls and then practically wrench the toy out of his ass, Mulder was left so stunned and shamed by his own behavior that by the time they arrived in the dining hall he was doubly determined not to allow himself to perform the same way in public. The anger allowed him to fight the Studs, even though they were just trying to give him a relief that he couldn't deny he was beginning to crave. He knew that he wasn't alone in his mental rebellion and that it must be almost impossible for any of the other captives to accept their new roles in life either, yet somehow the others didn't *seem* to be struggling to behave as much as he was. Mulder was sure that there wasn't one of the Producers who wouldn't prefer death to becoming the Albrecx's sexual playthings. It was only the terrifying prospect of the living death of the milking dorm that kept any of them in line. Their good behavior was most likely due to the fact that their masters were less tolerant of mistakes than Mulder's was. Yet, Mulder's struggles weren't because he knew Krenzl would find a way to excuse his behavior. They weren't even because he imagined they would do him any good. Even if he could have convinced the Albrecx to let him refuse the Studs, his own body wouldn't. Between the narcotic effect of the food that Krenzl forced into his stomach twice a day and the almost constant ache in his swollen balls, Mulder was finding it harder and harder not to simply give in to his body's demand for sexual gratification. Even so, he simply wasn't built for playing the role of submissive. He fought simply for the sake of his own pride. As long as he knew he had fought the rape, it remained a rape, and he could cling on to the anger which was all that remained of his tattered pride. Although his head told him to play along with the aliens until he could find a way to escape the ship, his
fists just wouldn't co-operate and his mouth alone would have gotten him killed the first time a Stud tried to touch him.
One evening he had seen one of his fellow Producers flip out and refuse the advances of a Stud in the dining hall. His master hadn't attempted to persuade him to submit, he had simply summoned a guard to dismember and remove him. Because he'd reluctantly accepted Jax's advice enough to
pretend that he found the Imperator attractive, Krenzl was more than willing to
forgive his bad behavior. As long as Mulder had originally
assumed position on the milking bench without protest, his subsequent struggles were then blamed on the
Stud who was attempting to service him. It was the Stud who was then savagely beaten for causing Mulder's
writhing, while Mulder could only guiltily watch another man being flogged
simply for the sake of Mulder's own pride.
As the week had progressed, the ever growing ache in his expanding balls meant that by the time he was to be milked he was finding, to his own humiliated horror, that he was beginning to be almost desperate for the relief of the machine. Since it only worked if he was being penetrated, he
realized he was beginning to
fantasize about being fucked too. As it was, believing he was becoming a slave of his own sexual needs, Mulder's self-confidence was quickly being eroded by his own self-loathing. Jax had explained that studs were always sterilized before they serviced Producers and although Mulder wasn't sure exactly why it was considered necessary to do that (since it didn't affect sperm production and Producers could hardly become pregnant) it became clear to him that essence was useless to the Albrecx unless it was potent. Since he couldn't think of a way to sterilize himself, Mulder became obsessed with the idea of self-castration. It was the only way he could think of that would both remove the constant agony in his balls and render him useless enough to the Albrecx that they would simply kill him for his defiance. Mulder waited until Jax left him alone in his room on the third day, then twisted on his bed until he produced enough slack in the chains that bound his ankles and wrists through the cock ring to wrap a section of the chain around his swollen balls. Then he yanked his legs downwards. It was impossible to complete the movement. Not only did his legs instinctively draw back up as soon as the intense wave of pain hit him, but as soon as he screamed and passed out, his body went limp and passive around his abused groin. If he'd still been capable of making true sounds, his scream of agony would have alerted Jax to his attempt at self mutilation. As it was, it was several hours before the young Albrecx discovered what he'd done. Mulder's balls were so bruised they were almost black and they had swollen so much that the chain was biting into the flesh, restricting the blood flow. Fortunately for Jax, the vet not only decided that the injury was more painful than serious but also assumed that Mulder had done it accidentally while he slept. Unfortunately for Mulder, it meant that from now on his chains were tightened before he was allowed to sleep to prevent any future 'accidents' and because the Albrecx were concerned that he'd paw constantly at the site of the injury the privilege of his two tiny privacies were removed. The golden metal was cut off his wrists and replaced with soft cuffs. They still had metal loops that were soldered to the harness so that he couldn't stand up but now they were permanently locked behind his back whenever he didn't need to crawl. It meant that Jax couldn't leave him alone to shower and cleanse himself anymore and if he *was* left alone, he could only shuffle awkwardly on his knees or curl up on the bed in misery.
"I fail to understand why you have chosen this particular creature, Imperator.
I've witnessed his performances in the Dining Hall. Any other beast would have been sent to the Milking Dorm days ago. You couldn't even silence him without surgery. I read the report of the Shrenztl interrogation. It seems that even the beast authorities couldn't make this one behave," Bracx pronounced, his eyes narrowing with distaste as he looked at where Mulder was kneeling. Bracx carefully slid his eyes sideward and down to observe the beast more closely. To his surprise, he realized the Imperator was right. Unaware he was being observed, the beast's eyes were fixed upwards towards Krenzl's face and his expression was a wistful look of combined fear and desire. As Bracx watched the beast shifted again, "accidentally" brushed his shoulder against Krenzl's left Hrraus, and shivered with obvious pleasure. "I don't understand," Bracx admitted. "I agree he looks at you like a tame beast would but only behind your back while, to your face, he is defiant and disobedient." "Pride," Krenzl chuckled. "He obviously
is too ashamed of the depth of his attraction to admit it at all. *That's* why I
persist with him. Because I know that the disobedience is only his way of trying
to deny his own desire. He's just a beast, remember. He can't possibly
keep the behavior up. His emotions will win out in the end. I just need to give
him a little more time to give in. It's well known that the ones that take the most time to break are the ones that give the most pleasure. Besides, he has a unique and quite delicious taste. When we dine tonight, you must taste him for yourself." *That* was why natural extraction was so frowned upon. No matter how many reasons were given to make decent people believe that natural extraction of the essence was obscene, the truth was simply that it allowed the cattle to bind their masters to them. *That* was the true obscenity. Bracx had witnessed it too many times with lower caste Albrecx. The beast and its master formed a sickening symbiosis where the master became as dependant on his pet for food as his pet was on its master. A lot of younger Albrecx actually had begun to believe that it was the way things were meant to be. That rather than the Albrecx being designed to be masters, they were simply supposed to form a mutual bonding with a single beast. There was even a movement within homeworld that believed the beasts weren't animals at all, that their physical weakness was no more an excuse for treating them badly than a female Albrecx had the right to abuse her husband simply because he was smaller and weaker. Those men didn't seem to understand that equating their own position to that of an animal's weakened their argument rather than strengthening it. Unless, of course, the Imperator was stupid enough to add fuel to the fire by acting so inappropriately himself. It didn't matter that Krenzl was an idiot. He was a high caste idiot with a very influential wife. If anyone found out about his dalliance with beasts the whole society could be damaged. Still, maybe he could find a way to use Krenzl's perversion to his own advantage *without* it becoming public knowledge. So he said nothing more and simply hid his smile as the Imperator ordered that his pet be pampered outrageously.
Mulder gasped in shock as one of the Imperator's servants knelt down next to him, carefully lifted his genitals and slipped a soft velvet cushion between the swollen flesh and the top of his thighs. He flushed in embarrassment at the way it forced attention to his
bruised, oversized scrotum and engorged penis, but the cool softness was too welcome for him to
protest what he understood was meant to be a kindness. Mulder knew it was designed only to keep his sphincter open and so didn't extend deep enough into his passage to offer any relief. The knowledge didn't stop him shuffling in hope of a miracle though. It wasn't just his balls that hurt. His stomach
was empty too and without the hazy contentment that always filled him along with
Krenzl's regurgitated food, it was all he could do to remember Jax's
instructions to cast loving glances Krenzl's way instead of darts of silent
hate. The idea of extracting that essence himself and
tasting it in its completely pure and natural form was intoxicating. His little pet might have spirit and fire, but he was also turning out to be as natural
a slut as any other beast. Mulder wouldn't be able to fight Krenzl *and* his own body.
Mulder writhed and struggled desperately under the assault of a Stud who seemed hell-bent on driving him straight through the milking bench. At the end of the second week, when Krenzl had finally decided his adaptation was sufficient, the vet had stopped injecting Mulder with the aphrodisiac drug. His essence was being 'milked' four times a day now, and because he was no longer suffering the
agonizing pain in his balls, Mulder was finding it increasingly difficult to submit to the Studs at all, let alone brutal apes like the one currently attempting to rip him apart from the inside out. He'd daily seen the hunger in Krenzl's eyes increase. The Imperator could barely keep his Qwentcha still now in Mulder's presence. Although he hadn't said anything, Mulder was convinced Jax had noticed it too because he was spending more time lubricating and stretching Mulder every time he prepared him to go to his master. The young Albrecx's increased concern over the state of his ass convinced Mulder that his initiation to *real* Albrecx rape was imminent. In an odd way it was Jax's attempts to protect him that drove Mulder to the decision that he couldn't cope anymore. Although the constancy of his physical pain meant he'd long since lost the ability to think with any great coherence, Mulder understood his growing feelings of affection for his handler were a natural reaction. In this place of fear, pain and degradation he couldn't prevent himself from clinging emotionally to the only Albrecx who was kind to him. Sometimes he hated his feelings of dependence and gratitude to Jax but he never despised himself for having those feelings. But every time Jax painstakingly prepared him to ensure that he survived his possible encounter with Krenzl, Mulder found himself worrying what would happen to Jax when Krenzl found him unsatisfactory. He was sure he would be. Although he couldn't prevent himself from writhing like a slut for the studs, Mulder clung firmly to the belief that he would fight the Albrecx's attentions tooth and nail. So when he found himself feeling guilty that Jax would probably suffer for not training him adequately, Mulder realized he was on the brink of some kind of nervous breakdown. He was losing touch with reality. Perhaps even going insane. He decided that if he was going to go mad, he'd
rather do it with at least a shred of dignity still in place. If he was going to
become no more than a mindless alien toy then he was going to make them take him
down by brute force rather than simply erode him piece by piece.
/And now's as good a time as any/ Mulder decided as he writhed on the milking
bench under the Stud's assault. Almost as though he knew *exactly* what he was doing, the Stud hit Mulder's prostate every time the onslaught of constant pain began to wither Mulder's erection, then as soon as the milking device resumed its suctioning the Stud seemed to deliberately avoid Mulder's prostate until the milking device stuttered again. For the first time in days Mulder was
self-aware enough during his rape to fight back. The Stud gave a grunt of surprised pain and punished Mulder with a particularly savage thrust.
"Do that again, you idiot, and I'll have to *really* hurt you," the Stud whispered in his ear.
The Imperator had waited just long enough to be sure that his pet would have been cleansed and put to bed, then quietly announced that he was a little concerned about Mulder and would check on him himself. "I've never seen you so enthusiastic about a milking, little beast. Sometimes I wish you could tell me what's going on in your head. Here I was thinking you were fighting the studs to try to prevent the milking, and now I realize you're simply one of those cattle who fight as part of their mating ritual. "I was worried about his size. I didn't want to risk you being torn. But now I can see that you prefer to be filled completely." Mulder just stared at him with dull, confused eyes as though he didn't know why he'd enjoyed the experience himself.
"Bracx is quite furious that he didn't realize it himself. He found your performance tonight so intriguing that
he's hoping his own little pet, the one who looks so much like a younger version
of you, might have more in common with you than looks. I find myself very pleased with you, so I want you to be happy, little Mulder, I'll instruct the Stud handlers that you should only be serviced by the
more primitive Studs from now on. /Jesus. What fucking sadist decided my contact had to be hung like a freak show?/ Mulder thought bitterly. Yet, even though he was still aching where the huge cock had brutalized him, he admitted to himself that the whole D/s routine had made a crazy kind of sense. Mulder flinched and cowered back. "Not at this moment, silly beast," Krenzl laughed. "It will be hours before you can make it an enjoyable experience for me." One of his huge hands squeezed Mulder's drained ball-sac significantly. "I'll tell your handler that I think you need an extra feeding session tomorrow morning to restore your energy after tonight's milking. I always breakfast alone so we'll have a little privacy to get to know each other better." Krenzl tweaked the tip of Mulder's cock, gave him a benign smile and left the room. You fucking bastards. Your stupid game has just thrown me right into his hands, Mulder cursed, as tears of combined hurt and anticipated humiliation poured down his cheeks. Wherever the resistance were, he could only pray that they were feeling fucking guilty for using him like this.
Frohike flinched, understanding only too well what that meant. He tried not to think of Mulder. Tried to forget that he was doing this to a man he considered a real friend. Just because he'd always been forced to play a role in front of Mulder it didn't mean his affection for the Special Agent hadn't been genuine. He both liked and respected Mulder. Unfortunately, it was his respect for Mulder's intelligence and bravery that was forcing Frohike to use him so badly. No one else was in such a potentially useful position on any of the alien ships and Mulder was also one of the only people who might survive the horrors he was going through with enough sanity left intact to still be of use to the resistance. "Looks like you were right about a possible bonus side-effect of Ken being so big," the dark-haired man continued. "Ruger got word to his contact that the Imperator *is* probably about to make a serious political error." Frohike frowned. Ruger was just a kid. If he hadn't looked so much like Mulder they would never have risked using him. It sickened Frohike to think of the way the youngster was being treated by his Albrecx master, Bracx, but he was proving an unbelievable asset. Bracx had so low an opinion of his 'beast's' intelligence that he constantly used him as a wailing wall for his thoughts. It was almost as good as having a recording device in Bracx's quarters and since the Oubeflecx seemed to be so offended by the Imperator's perversion that he was at least 'talking' about a possible military coup, the resistance hadn't been able to turn down a chance to drive the wedge deeper between Bracx and Krenzl. It had been Frohike's own idea that the Imperator might be pushed into acting on his forbidden impulses faster if he saw Mulder react positively to Ken's brutal assault. He would have been pleased with himself for the success of his plan if he hadn't felt so guiltily nauseous. "Ruger said Bracx is furious because Krenzl has arranged for Mulder to join him at a private breakfast this morning. He is positive that it's just a way to indulge his perversion. We'll be able to check for ourselves because Ken's scheduled to do Mulder's first official milking today. Between an Albrecx and Ken on the same morning, the poor bastard's going to get split in two." Frohike glared at the amusement in his contact's cool green eyes. "If you don't wipe that smug grin off your face, I'll send you up there on the next infiltration and believe me, you're FAR too pretty to end up a Stud." He enjoyed the way the younger man's cheeks paled a little. "Mulder's a hero of the resistance, even if he doesn't know it yet. Just because I'm prepared to sacrifice him for the greater good, don't ever imagine it's not breaking my heart to do it. Don't *ever* laugh about his pain in front of me again. Quite apart from the way it offends me, it doesn't fool me either. I know *exactly* how you really feel about him." To Frohike's satisfaction, the young man's face went ashen and he had to look away to regain his composure. When he did finally speak, the young man's voice was quiet and dangerous. "You're right. I *do* care about him. I'm laughing because if I don't, I think I'm going to explode. And because I can't rip Krenzl's face off, I'll probably settle for yours. Do you really think I don't know why the Imperator picked Mulder? It was your doing. You're the one who convinced the would-be colonists that he was so dangerous. You made sure that when the Albrecx arrived the name of Mulder would be irresistible. You *wanted* him to be the one on board that ship." "He's our best hope," Frohike agreed calmly. "When this is all over, I'm going to kill you for doing this to him," the dark-haired man promised. "If I survive, if it ever IS all over, I suspect I might save you the bother," Frohike replied quietly. "Don't slam the door as you leave."
"I would taste you, little beast," Krenzl purred. Yesterday he would have outright refused, preferring the milking dormitory to the pain and humiliation. It probably wouldn't have stopped Krenzl from simply taking him by force but he would have gone down fighting, with his pride intact. Now he was horribly aware that Ken was sitting in a Stud cage simply because he'd volunteered to be Mulder's contact with the resistance. And if the resistance, whoever they were, thought Mulder was potentially useful enough to them to have sacrificed Ken to the Albrecx just to make contact, it now seemed more cowardly than brave to refuse Krenzl's attentions. Besides, the fact that the resistance knew he was a 'Producer' proved he was already known to have whored himself to the Albrecx. It didn't matter that his only other choice had been the dorm. Mulder's main regret was that he hadn't taken the option while he'd had the chance. Now it seemed too late to try and protect his pride. If people on the surface were already aware of what he'd done to survive so far, he didn't have any pride left worth saving. Telling himself that he'd had
Krenzl's inner Qwentcha down his throat enough times now that it made little
difference whether Krenzl now stuck an appendage in a difference orifice for a
change, Mulder gulped back his nausea, then leant down and submissively kissed the end of Krenzl's
Qwentcha. Mulder sucked at the gaping mouth of the Qwentcha as though he was inviting Krenzl to feed him, but instead of the inner Qwentcha emerging, the inside of the tentacle filled with bitter juices that coated the inside of Mulder's mouth with a greasy substance that slipped down his throat like warm slime. Just as he was beginning to gag,
the tentacle unraveled and blindly sought Mulder's groin, swallowing his penis in its gaping mouth and sliding down until it was
snuggly wrapped over Mulder's swollen ball sac. Only there was no point denying
it. There was no comparison between the milking bench and a stud and the
sensations Krenzl was creating in his body. Mulder had the sickening realization
that Jax had been right when he'd said this was the natural way for a Producer
to service an Albrecx. He wasn't even aware that he was coming inside the
Qwentcha because his whole body felt like it was experiencing a full-blown
orgasm. He was shuddering and writhing so much with the unbearable pleasure that
Krenzl was having to pin his shoulders to keep him upright. He collapsed over Krenzl's Qwentcha in a dead faint. Krenzl continued to drain his unconscious body dry, then withdrew his Hrraus carefully, one at a time. He frowned slightly at the faint smear of blood on the floor and decided he'd have to change Mulder's tail to an even wider version since the little beast was obviously insufficiently dilated by his current one. He didn't want the vet asking any questions about tears. For the same reason he took advantage of Mulder's unconsciousness and forced the dislocated hip back into its socket. His action was enough to bring Mulder back to consciousness with a pained yelp. "Sorry, little one," Krenzl apologized to the tear-filled eyes of his pet. "I got a little carried away by your enthusiasm. You just taste so wonderful like this. I didn't mean to hurt you. I want you to enjoy playing with me like this." Mulder just bit his lower lip and looked away, unsure whether he was more distressed over the pain or because he couldn't deny that it had felt so damned good. "Here, let me feed you now," Krenzl said kindly. "It will make you feel better." Mulder was unable to cope with how he was feeling, he was torn between pride that he had done this 'for the resistance' and shame that he had let himself enjoy it. Suddenly wanting nothing more than the temporary narcotic haze the alien was offering him, Mulder passively opened his mouth and invited Krenzl inside.
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