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The Cat Burglar
by Morticia
M/K
NC-17
Part Five
(spoilers - "Anasazi" kind of,
except this is my version of what *would* have happened in that
episode if it had been set in this AU.. Which means (as usual) that I kept what I wanted,
discarded what I didn't and made up the rest. <g>
Warning:
um...if you read parts three and four, there's no point getting
shocked *now*!
~#~#~#~
NAVAJO RESERVATION
TWO GREY HILLS, NM : APRIL 9
The earth rumbled and moaned, soil and scrub rippling like the
twitching skin of an awakening giant, the air around them filling
with angry tortured groans. For a moment, as the ground beneath
their feet sent tremors through their bodies and a muted roar
thundered through the disturbed plain, the two younger men
exchanged glances of almost mindless terror. They winced as
crockery tumbled from shelves and furniture shuffled across the
floor of their home in a crazed, shuddering dance. An ancient
nameless fear clenched their hearts as the very walls of the house
trembled like the hide of a barely tamed mustang that threatened
to explode free of the shackles that tethered it to the ground.
And then there was silence. Shocking in its suddenness. Silence
so complete that they could hear nothing except the frantic
beating of their hearts and the slow buzzing drone of a lone
insect that flew through the house unaware of the danger nature
had threatened to the two-footed beings beneath it.
Only the older man seemed unaffected by the quake.
Eyes as dark as his sun-leathered face, long hair as silver-white as
a full moon, Albert Hosteen's outward demeanor showed no echo of
his sons' fear. His stoic solid appearance was untouched by
the rumbling groan of the earth and the gentle smile that crept
onto his face in the wake of the earthquake was enough to make his
two sons feel foolish in their own momentary terror.
Eric, his youngest son, a child graced him by the spirits
long years after his wife had consigned herself to the barrenness of middle-age, shuffled with obvious embarrassment at his display
of fear and visibly shook himself before reaching for his jacket
with obvious purpose.
"Where are you going?" Daniel demanded, grasping
desperately for the role of older, protective brother to dispel
his own embarrassment.
"Riding," Eric replied with a careless shrug, though
it was obvious to Albert that the boy just needed to escape and
regain the composure he had lost. "I'll be back in a few
hours."
Albert momentarily considered forbidding Eric to leave. Though
the boy was as willful as any teenager, Albert knew he wouldn't
openly defy an order to stay home. It was on the tip of his
tongue to do so. Despite his outward calm, fear had gripped his
heart like a knife and he could feel the blade twisting inside his
chest, burrowing the nameless dread so deeply within him that it
took all of his strength to appear unaffected by the message of
the spirits. The fear was undeniable, no less potent for its
ambiguous nature. The spirits were angry, they had made their
displeasure known by the rocking of the very earth itself.
Yet the anger was the stirring of an old injury, the reopening
of a wound that had never truly healed.
Na' ta 'hey. Let it be so.
The wound was reopened as Albert had always known it would
be. A wound like that needed to be cauterized, burned,
seared shut with fire if it was ever to truly heal.
Na' ta 'hey.
So he turned to his youngest son and his eyes were as soft as
his tone as he simply said, "Eric. Leave the snakes alone
today. They'll be angry and afraid."
"What is it?" Daniel demanded, his eyes flaring with
both worry and awe as he recognized the voice of the Spirits as
they spoke through his father.
"The Earth has a secret it needs to tell," Albert
replied simply.
~#~#~#~
SCULLY'S
APARTMENT : APRIL 9
Scully wasn't exactly
sure what woke her up. It wasn't a noise or a touch. It wasn't
even the sense of movement inside her bedroom although, in
retrospect, she told herself that the shadows in the bedroom must
have shifted with his presence and that the change of light had
registered behind her closed eyelids.
Perhaps it was just that he touched her dream.
One moment she was running through a desert,
chased by a nameless, faceless predator whose angry breath on her
heels made the earth shudder beneath her feet. The next
moment she was jerking upright in bed, dripping with perspiration,
her eyes flying open in disorientated panic, her voice almost a
scream as she cried out "He said it should be returned. They
will be coming"
"Who did?"
Scully's first reaction to the unexpected visitor
was to scream in earnest. Her second was to dive sideward for her
purse.
"Looking for this?"
Her finger's paused in their frantic scramble
through her purse and, taking a deep breath, she turned with an
appearance of calmness to face the man who was sitting
cross-legged at the foot of her mattress, carelessly dangling her
weapon from his fingers like it was an amusing toy. Both he
and the gun were little more than gray shadows but his eyes shone
with an intense inner light so that their emerald brilliance was unmistakable.
Scully dove for the sheet, pulling it up around
her neck, flushing deeply at the realization that her nipples were
all too evident through her sweat-drenched t-shirt. Then, despite
her panic, her analytical mind kicked into gear with a fair share
of the understated humor she'd acquired through her experiences
with Mulder, and she realized that there was damned little point
in being embarrassed about her tight wet tee when her visitor was
stark naked.
"Hello, Mr. Krycek," she said, and was
proud of the way the words came out as a casual drawl instead of
the panicked squeak that had initially threatened to emerge.
"Call me Alex," he purred, his teeth an
alarming flash of white in the dim grays of the room.
She supposed it was meant to be a smile so she
bravely suppressed her desire to shiver in fear as the
street lights reflected on his overlong canines.
"My what sharp teeth you have, Grandma,"
she quipped.
She was rewarded by a bark of laughter from her
nocturnal visitor. The noise was feral and wild, more animal than
human, yet was unmistakably a sound of genuine amusement.
"I see it now," Alex murmured.
"What?" she asked carefully.
"What my Fox sees in you. You're smart. And
you're brave...for a woman," he added dismissively.
Scully stiffened.
"What the hell do you want, Krycek? Is there
a reason for this unexpected visit or are you one of those
perverts who makes a habit of creeping into women's bedrooms in
the middle of the night?"
He moved so quickly that he blurred in front of
her eyes. One moment he was at the foot of her bed with a mocking,
indolent smile on his face; the next he was sprawled on top of
her, his hands pinning her wrists to the bed either side of her
face, his heavy body crushing her to the mattress, his teeth
snarling over her face.
"Is this what you want?" he growled,
grinding his hips down so that she could feel his unmistakable
maleness pressing down between her thighs with nothing but thin
cotton protecting her from his animalistic heat.
She struggled desperately, twisting her body from
side to side in a fruitless attempt to break free of his inhuman
grip. She gasped as she felt the first warning sting of claws
pressing against her wrists and snapped her teeth at him as he
dropped his head to lave a hot, wet tongue up the side of her
face. Her right knee pistoned up, furiously aimed at his
crotch, only to be effortlessly knocked down and aside by his hips
as he burrowed his legs down between hers, forcing her knees apart
and open until she was sprawled in helpless sacrifice to his lust.
"Is this the real you then?" she yelled
defiantly. "A rapist? Is this what you do to Mulder
too?"
He just laughed, his breath a hot heavy fog on her
neck, his sweat dripping down from his forehead to splash her
face, his dark musky scent filling her nostrils with the smell of
damp forests and secret glades. His eyes glowed in the
darkness, emerald green fire that burned her to the core.
"Oh, god," she whispered, and it was a
prayer rather than a curse. A prayer for deliverance, for mercy,
for strength, as her own body began to betray her.
He was heat and sex and need. Alien. Unnatural.
Preternaturally beautiful. So inhumanly strong that her body
couldn't even find the will to resist him. His smell, his touch,
his look, his mesmerizing irresistible eyes. She was drowning
beneath him. Her angry scream of defiance dissolving in her
throat.
"You want me," he purred into her ear.
"NO!" she lied.
And he let her go. Before she could even blink, he
flowed back off her body and resumed his earlier position at the
foot of her bed, leaving her gasping and confused.
"Bastard," she snapped, half relieved,
half-disappointed.
"Yes, I am," he agreed quietly.
"But I'm not a rapist *or* a pervert."
"No," she agreed reluctantly. "What
is it? Pheromones?"
Alex shrugged carelessly. "I don't know. I
just...just wanted you to understand who I am. *What* I am."
Irresistible, Scully agreed silently, though the
acknowledgement was less sexual interest than scientific
curiosity. Although her cheeks were flushed with embarrassment at
her own reaction to Krycek's 'demonstration' the scientist in her
was more fascinated by the data he'd given her than offended by
his chosen method of sharing that information. Krycek had
silently and effortlessly entered her locked apartment. He was
strong enough to take what he wanted without asking and had some
way of turning his would-be victim into a willing accomplice.
Something to do with his smell, she decided. It
definitely had to be pheromones.
"I don't know what chemical you
secrete," Scully drawled, "but if I could bottle it I'd
make a fortune."
"You understand?" Alex demanded, though
his words rippled with humorous acknowledgement of her comment.
"Your method sucked," Scully snapped,
"but I got the point. You aren't here to threaten me. You
don't need to 'threaten'. If you wanted to harm me, you would have
and I wouldn't have been able to stop you. You've made that
crystal clear."
Alex shrugged.
"I'm not a people person," he admitted
wryly. "I apologize for frightening you but I don't have the
time to play games. I need you to trust me."
"What's wrong? It's Mulder, isn't it?"
Scully demanded.
"He's wrong," Alex replied.
"Wrong about what?"
"No. He's *wrong*."
"I don't understand what you mean,"
Scully admitted.
Alex shook his head helplessly. "He's
just *wrong*," he repeated, his voice little more than a
whisper. "I don't know why. He just is."
"You're saying there's something wrong with
him? That he's ill?"
"I don't know."
"He's acting strangely? Is that what you're
saying?" Scully demanded.
"He's *thinking* strangely," Alex
replied, his eyes miserable.
"Thinking?" Scully asked, raising her
eyebrow slightly. "You know what Mulder *thinks*?"
"Yes...no...I don't know. I don't...don't
hear him think exactly but I touch his dreams. I touch him in the
nothing. He's always there. My Fox. He's clear. Like light in a
dark place. Only he's not anymore. He's wrong. He's not
clear."
"Neither are you," Scully muttered irritably.
"I can't explain," Alex snapped. "I
just know he's *wrong*."
"I agree he's been acting a little strangely
recently," Scully admitted. "A little preoccupied and
unusually introspective, but I admit I thought that was because of
*you*. Mulder's not used to the idea of being in a relationship at
all, let alone the idea of being in love."
"In love?" Alex whispered.
Despite the terror he'd subjected her to and the
problem she had in even reconciling the existence of a creature
like Krycek into her own beliefs, Scully found herself affected by
the hopeful wistfulness of his question. Whatever Krycek was, and
Scully had no doubt that Krycek was dangerous and unpredictable,
she was sure of one thing. Mulder wasn't only fascinated and
obsessed by him. Mulder loved him. If there had been any doubt in
her mind about that fact, it had been settled the first time she'd
visited his apartment after leaving the hospital and had
witnessed first hand Mulder's new-found religion of cleanliness.
In the subsequent months, although she hadn't seen
Krycek since he'd so brutally hauled her back to life, his
presence in Mulder's life hadn't gone unnoticed. It wasn't
only that Mulder had become softer, less driven, less obsessed,
less likely to risk his life at a whim. It was the *other*
evidence that had alerted Scully to Krycek's ongoing
presence. She'd been convinced by the mysterious leads, the
anonymous tips, the sudden appearance of evidence when their cases
ground to a standstill A thousand evidences of some
secretive guardian angel watching Mulder's back and supporting his
quest.
"He loves you," she confirmed gently,
"and, in your own way, I think you love him too."
Alex shrugged and grunted, suddenly finding the
wall over her head strangely interesting.
She smothered an amused smile at his obvious
embarrassment at her comment.
"Why did you come to me, Alex?" she
asked, and he dropped his gaze to meet hers, his intense eyes
softening at her use of his first name.
"You love him," Alex replied
matter-of-factly. "You understand him. I...I don't. Not
really. I can't. Not like you can. I can't help him. Not in this.
I know he's *wrong* but I don't know what *right* is."
Scully's heart ached suddenly for the dangerous,
damaged man.
"You're human, Alex," she
murmured. "Whatever they did to you, they didn't change that.
You *are* human too."
Alex shook his head and grinned wryly, his teeth
flashing like daggers.
"No I'm not," he replied. "Even Fox
knows better than to believe *that*. I'm nothing that you can even
imagine, Dr. Scully. Don't make the mistake of trying to
understand me. I'm not what you believe I am."
"I know that you love Mulder," Scully
replied staunchly. "You love him enough to worry about him
being 'wrong'."
"Today."
"What?"
"I worry today. Tomorrow, who knows? I don't
like him like this. I don't like *this* Fox. I don't *want* this
Fox. He's *wrong*. If he stays wrong..."
"You'll leave him," Scully accused.
"You're telling me there's something wrong with him and that
if I don't fix it you'll leave him?"
Alex rose and padded to the window. He stared out
silently for a long time, his nostrils flaring at the faint scents
that permeated the glass.
"You're a doctor. Fix him."
"Or you leave."
"Yes."
"You'll break his heart," Scully
snarled.
Alex shrugged.
"I am what I am, Scully. This,"
and he gestured between them, "is as far as I can go. I don't
want to leave him but I'm starting to forget that I want to
stay."
DOVER DE :
APRIL 10
Kenneth Suna flicked idly through his battered and much
read copy of "The 50 Greatest Conspiracies Of All
Time" and vaguely considered the merits of a super-deluxe versus a Mediterranean medley. He couldn't
remember, off the top of his head, whether both toppings had
anchovies.
He glanced at the paperwork on his desk, flipped through it in
the hope of finding an errant menu lurking within the sprawling
pile, and then chewed his lower lip as he considered whether the
aching growl in his stomach warranted him pausing the program on
his computer long enough to check out "Perfect Pizza's"
Website.
Or, of course, he could pick up the phone. Just call them. Talk
to a person. A real person.
He shuddered at the thought.
Bad enough he'd have to greet the spotty-faced delivery boy at
the door, when the Pizza arrived, without compounding the problem
by speaking to *two* people in one day.
He wasn't a talker. He was a thinker. 'The Thinker".
With capital 'T's.
Ken smiled, so satisfied by his mental image of himself that he
forgot his rumbling stomach for a little while and simply enjoyed
the way his computer screen was flashing as passcode after
passcode was rejected.
It was just a matter of time. All things come to he who
waits and Kenneth had been waiting a hell of a damn long time.
Thirty-nine hours and counting. He could practically see the steam
coiling off his frantically spinning hard-drives. Hell, he'd
crashed two of them in the last nine hours. Thank the lord for
Raid 5. Hallelujah for hot-swop discs. Amen.
Maybe just one little phonecall wouldn't hurt him.
He salivated at the mental image of hot pizza, then shivered at
the thought of picking up the telephone. A dilemma.
Something to think about a little more. But that was okay, since
he was The Thinker.
He smirked with self-satisfaction and settled down to wait a
little more.
And then it happened.
God rewarded the faithful. The fucking heavens opened and
rained down manna. YES! Kenneth leapt to his feet as his
computer began to beep frantically, as a spew of data spilled over
the screen that had been flashing "password incorrect"
for thirty-nine fucking hours. "You bitch!," he
gasped, "Beautiful!" Then, as the data continued to
spill onto his screen, as he had the first true inkling of what he
truly had achieved, his initial glee turned into gut-wrenching
fear. His hand trembled as he fumbled for an empty DAT tape
and slipped it into his back-up tape drive.
~#~#~#~
MULDER'S APARTMENT
: APRIL 10
"Mulder," Fox grunted irritably.
"Sorry, did I wake you?" Scully's
inordinately cheerful voice replied.
"Since it's..." he paused and checked
his watch with bleary eyes "... five-thirty-seven, I think
it's fair to say you woke me up," he grumbled, then shook
himself slightly, hoping to send enough blood to his head to think
more clearly. "What's up?" he asked, in a slightly less
irritable tone.
"Is Alex with you?"
He blinked in surprise at the question but
couldn't prevent a wide smile of satisfaction as he turned and
peered possessively back through the bedroom door at the
dark-haired form sprawled on his bed. "Yeah," he purred,
then blushed at the unmistakable satisfaction in his voice.
"Was he with you all night?" Scully
asked cautiously.
"What are you? The morals police?" Fox
quipped, though there was a dark edge to his voice that she
picked up on immediately.
"I'm sorry, Mulder. I know it's a strange
question but would you answer it anyway?"
"Yeah. Yes, he was...at least I think he was.
I slept. He doesn't. Who knows what he does while I'm sleeping.
Why do you want to know?"
"I just had a weird dream," she replied
vaguely. "Ever since...well, you know...I just associate Alex
with my dreams."
"What kind of dream?"
"Something about a desert. Something that was
buried but got exposed. Something dangerous. Then I was being
chased by something. Something terrifying. And someone was saying
"It should be returned. They'll be coming."
"A lot of somethings in that statement,
Scully," Mulder replied good-naturedly. "Who's the
'they'?"
"I don't know. It was just a dream."
"Okay, what did you *really* call me
for?"
"I wanted to invite you to breakfast. I'm due
at Quantico for an autopsy at 10.30 so I'm not going to be in
today."
"And you're missing me already? How
sweet," Fox drawled.
He heard her long-suffering sigh and felt guilty.
"Sorry, Scully. Of course I'm meet you.
Give me half an hour?" Then he squealed with shock as a hand
grabbed and squeezed his left buttock. "Uh...uh...better make
that an hour," he gasped, and disconnected.
"Scully?" Alex purred in his ear,
"Yeah," Fox replied distractedly as
Alex's other hand crept over his stomach and began to slide
southward. "How do you do that?"
"This?" Alex smirked, grasping Fox's
cock and feeling it immediately turn rigid in his hands.
"No...," Fox groaned. "Move so
damned quietly."
"Oh...*that*," Alex chuckled, removing
the cellphone from his lover's limp fingers, tossing it onto the
couch and then effortlessly twisting Fox's body in the same
direction until he was bent over, his chest resting on the back of
the leather. He kicked Fox's legs apart and pushed up against him,
his cock sliding hungrily up and down Fox's ass.
Fox shivered and groaned, his hands grasping the
couch for balance as the touch of Alex's flesh on his ass made his
knees weaken.
"You want this?" Alex teased, pressing
his cock-head against Fox's pucker but pulling back every time Fox
bucked his hips back in encouragement.
"Yeah," Fox groaned. "Do me, Alex.
Hard."
Alex growled and bit the nape of his neck, sharp
teeth piercing through soft flesh and sending a hot blaze of
painful desire down to Fox's cock.
"Fuck," Fox gasped, as the sharp pain in
his neck paled against the agony of his hard, currently neglected
cock.
"Come for me," Alex snarled, the words
muffled because his teeth were still lodged in Fox's skin.
"Come for me. Show me how much you want me. *Then* I'll fuck
you. Then I'll give you what you want." He bucked against
Fox's buttocks, slapping his heavy cock against his crack and
thrusting it down between Fox's open legs to press against the
back of his balls.
"Oh, god," Fox choked, as he felt the
sticky heat of Alex's pre-cum trickling over his ball-sac.
"Please."
"Come for me," Alex repeated.
Fox gave a small sob of combined misery and
arousal. For a moment he struggled between pride and
need. Pride lost. He unclenched the fingers of his right
hand from the couch and moved them to his aching cock.
"NO," Alex snarled, grabbing his hand
and replacing it on the couch with bruising force. "I didn't
tell you to jerk yourself off. I told you to come for me."
Fox shook his head in confusion. His cock, already
hard, was now dripping with excitement from the brief friction of
his fingers against the sensitive flesh. Now it slapped against
his belly, as swollen and eager as his heavy balls. He pressed his
body forward, arching towards the back of the couch and the caress
of the leather. Wriggling like a dog on heat, desperate to rub his
flesh against something, anything, that would ease the growing
pressure in his groin.
With a dangerous snarl, Alex kicked his feet out
from under him. Fox crashed to the carpet, crying out as his knees
impacted against the thin carpet, his hands instinctively reaching
out to break his fall so that he found himself on his hands and
knees, his head spinning with confusion.
"Come for me," Alex growled again.
Fox shook his head and whimpered. He understood
what Alex wanted, what Alex was *insisting* upon, but he couldn't
do it. He couldn't. He didn't *want* to do it. How the hell could
he do that? How could he give Alex *that* much power over him. How
could he possibly accept that his own body was nothing more than
Alex's toy? That he could achieve orgasm simply because Alex
*ordered* him to do so? That without a touch, with nothing more
than his voice and the *promise* of a subsequent fucking, Alex
could steal away his entire self-control in that fashion?
"Do it," Alex whispered. "Show me,
Fox. Submit to me."
"I can't," Fox gasped, more plea than
defiance.
Alex writhed against him, his heavy body pinning
Fox down, his cock thrusting maddeningly up and down Fox's
buttocks in silent promise.
"No," Fox begged.
And the teasing cock thickened and grew, its slide
against his sweat-drenched buttocks now rough and painful.
"Oh, shit," Fox choked, as he felt the
ridged promise of alien barbs scraping across his flesh, as the
image of those harsh protrusions rippling inside him made his
blood surge and his cock leak and his neglected pucker wink and
spasm in expectation. His balls were tight with need, his
cock was screaming or maybe *he* was screaming and he tried to
rear up, to release his hands from the floor enough to touch the
raging heat in his groin, to release the terrible agonizing
pressure that was building with every slow, deliberate slide of
Alex's inhuman cock across his achingly empty ass.
He screamed in true pain as sharp knives pierced
his wrists, like tiny flaming arrows. No, not knives. Claws.
Sharp, white-hot claws that pinned his hands to the floor. He
shook his head stupidly, blinking with disbelief at the fine
streams of blood that were trickling down his wrists, over his
hands and dripping slowly to the carpet. Then the claws retracted
a little, somehow more painful as they released his flesh than
when they pierced it, but still they rested on his wrists in
silent threat.
"SUBMIT," Alex roared and bit down on
his right shoulder, fangs ripping into the soft flesh.
"NO," Fox screamed back, then writhed
helplessly as he felt Alex's body change, as the hard satin skin
that draped his back rippled and transformed, as he felt the
familiar softness of fur and the iron-hard slap of lean muscle, as
the clawed hands that held his wrists shimmered and darkened and
changed into something monstrous and inhuman and....and *his*.
And he came with a scream of pure ecstasy. An
explosion that centered in his cock but rocked his whole body with
its aftershocks. His body thrashed beneath Alex's, his limbs
flailing, his heart hammering, his cock expelling the offering of
his pride to the dark god who was already thrusting inside him
with a triumphant scream.
Beyond thought or reason, Fox surrendered to the
cock that was hammering into his ass with the blind, savage
brutality of sheer animal passion. Claws raking his arms, fangs
burrowing into his shoulders and neck, but those pains were
secondary, barely noticeable, mere scratches to be daubed with
iodine or sealed with plasters. All his awareness was centered in
his ass, in the waves of agonizing pleasure as Alex thrust again
and again, heedless of both Fox's screams of pain and wails of
abandoned ecstasy.
Like a fever, the heat and the pain and the delirium
grew until, as Alex roared and released an endless stream of
burning semen inside him, Fox's own scream of pure satisfaction
drowned even Alex's howl of completion.
As he gasped for breath, as his own heart
gradually slowed from its crazy stampeding gallop, as the burning
ache in his ass began to overshadow the happy stupor of his now
depleted cock, Fox shook his head at his own feeling of
disappointment as he felt Alex shift and change before withdrawing
and collapsing in sated satisfaction at his side. He was
completely fucked, he decided, and not in a good way because he
was already going to struggle to walk all day, let alone sit down,
but he still wanted to sob in frustration at Alex's self-control.
As always, Alex had managed to maintain enough awareness to
transform back to a human form before pulling out of him. Yet
again, the cock that had locked inside him at the moment of Alex's
orgasm, the cock that had driven a hundred tiny barbs into the
walls of his ass, had softened, transformed and slipped out
without fulfilling its promise to rip his ass apart.
And for some crazy, fucked-up reason, that made
him want to cry.
Still, as he shook his head and moved, aware that
he now had barely enough time to shower and meet Scully, the jolt
of pain inside his bowels was fierce enough to make him damned
glad Alex hadn't *really* hurt him, after all.
He shook his head at himself and chuckled.
"What?" Alex asked, his face emotionless
but his eyes dark with undecipherable emotions.
"Me," Fox admitted. "I always want
*more* and then my head clears and I can't understand why the hell
I'd be so damned stupid."
"More?" Alex queried.
"You take me to the edge, Alex. Then you pull
back. You always pull back before I fall over, before I get hurt.
Only, when I'm there. When I'm facing it...sometimes I *want* to
go over. I want to fall."
"Is that why you're playing games with me,
Fox?"
"What?" Fox asked, a cold chill rippling
through him as he heard the unmistakable anger beneath Alex's
outwardly calm question.
"Fighting me, like you did this morning.
Refusing to come for me, as if you hadn't done it countless times
before. Deliberately making me lose control. Making me hurt
you."
Fox shook his head slowly, running the last half
hour over in his head, examining it, taking every moment of their
love-making into consideration, then looked at Alex in genuine
confusion.
"It wasn't a game," he admitted, his
eyes wide with confusion. "I...I really *was* fighting you at
first. I really *didn't* want to submit to you. I...I just don't
know *why* I did it. I don't know why it suddenly was an issue.
Please, Alex. Believe me. I don't know why I behaved like
that."
"Because you're wrong," Alex announced,
his eyes glittering dangerously.
"Wrong?" Fox repeated fearfully, as Alex
flowed to his feet and stared down at him with a terrifying look
of coldness in his eyes. "What do you mean 'I'm wrong'?"
"I don't know," Alex admitted, his eyes
flickering with confusion. "But I don't like it, Fox. I don't
like it at all."
"Alex, I...." Fox began.
Alex shook his head, his eyes reverting to their
normal alien coldness, and he turned and prowled towards the front
door, his body already shimmering as it prepared to change.
"ALEX," Fox screamed in panic.
But Alex simply slipped through the door and was
gone.
~#~#~#~
UNITED NATIONS BUILDING
NEW YORK CITY, NY : APRIL 10
Antonio took a deep breath to steady his nerves, raised a still
slightly shaking hand and rapped his knuckles against the heavy
oak door of his boss's office. He waited a few seconds, as
though waiting for an acknowledgement although he knew he wouldn't
receive one, then he pushed against the door and stepped inside.
Varinelli ignored him for a precisely correct two minutes, then
slowly closed the file on his desk and looked up.
"What is it Antonio?" he asked, his face a mask of
boredom.
Antonio swallowed again, stiffened his spine and spoke to the
wall over Varinelli's head.
"Someone has broken into the MJ documents."
"Who would do such a thing?" Varinelli replied so
casually that Antonio's own expression flickered in confusion. He
dared a quick glance at his boss and relaxed slightly as he saw
that, despite Varinelli's placid smile, his eyes were dark with
fury and...was that fear he saw? "I don't know,"
he murmured, as Varinelli picked up the phone and began to dial.
~#~#~#~
WASHINGTON, DC : APRIL 11
Mulder looked at the two offending tablets in his hand,
grimaced in distaste, threw them in his mouth before he changed
his mind and gulped an entire glass of water down to speed their
passage to his stomach. Maybe they'd work faster if he just
stuck them up his ass, he mumbled to himself. He hated
taking drugs, even mild over the counter painkillers like this
Tylenol. Not as much as he'd hate it if Alex were to walk back in
that door right now and find him in too much pain to accept the
inevitable make-up sex.
His ass was raw. So sore he didn't even dare contemplate ingesting
food until at least some of the swelling had receded.
Certainly too damned sore to accommodate Alex's cock for the next
few days.
So maybe it was just as well that Alex had fucked off to
somewhere else. To *someone* else maybe. Someone like
Skinner, maybe. Yeah. Alex was pissed with him for some
reason and was probably getting his vengeance by reaming Skinner a
new asshole too.
With shaking hands, Mulder reached for the tap and refilled his
glass. He gulped the water down like it was pure scotch,
shuddering as the cold liquid seemed to burn inside his empty,
churning stomach.
"Skinner," he hissed, his lips curling to expose his
teeth in a feral snarl. He knew it in his guts that Skinner had
stolen his Alex. It didn't matter that he hadn't got any
proof, that Alex hadn't even mentioned him since Skinner's visit
to his apartment. He knew it was Skinner because he'd seen
it in the bastard's eyes. He'd seen the guilt lurking behind the wire rims. He'd seen in the strange way Skinner had looked at him
as he'd handed back his 302 and it had been proven, *proven*, by
the fact that Skinner had signed the 302 off without
question. Why the fuck would he do that if he *wasn't*
feeling guilty about something? And what could possibly make him
more guilty than the fact he'd stolen Mulder's boyfriend? Come
to think about it, Skinner had been limping. Yeah, he'd *said*
he'd pulled a muscle at the gym and he'd *looked* completely
surprised that Mulder had even asked about it, but that was just
guilt, wasn't it? Yeah. It hadn't been surprise in his eyes, it
had been guilt. Guilt with a capital 'G'. Maybe he'd take a
wander to Skinner's place, he decided, subconsciously slapping his
ribs to check his weapon was snuggly holstered under his
sweatshirt. Maybe he'd just take a stroll in Skinner's neighborhood. He rubbed his forehead, as it began to thud
slightly despite the Tylenol. His palm came away wet from
his strangely hot flesh. He was coming down with something, maybe.
He was definitely hot. Fluish, perhaps, or maybe it was just
stress. Stress. Yeah. That was it. Bound to be a bit stressful
if you found out your boyfriend was buggering your boss. He
snarled and crashed his fist into the worktop so savagely that his
knuckles tore. It hurt like fuck. Like the pain of hitting a wall.
Like the pain of finding out your lover was fucking another guy. He
turned on the tap with his left hand and thrust his torn knuckles
under the cold, soothing water until the throbbing pain eased.
Then he refilled his glass and drained it again, hoping the chilly
water would ease some of the burning heat that was radiating from
his forehead. Three loud raps on his front
door startled him so much that he almost dropped the glass.
For a moment his heart leapt. Alex, he told himself frantically.
Alex has come back. Then, immediately, his sudden surge of hope
died. Alex never knocked. Alex just flowed through the fucking
keyhole or something. Swallowing the bitter taste of his
disappointment, Mulder edged cautiously to the door, keeping his
body flush with the wall as he carefully peered through the spy
hole, his battered right hand sliding painfully inside his
sweatshirt to rest on his weapon. Then, with a sigh that was as
much surprise as relief, he dropped his hand and opened the door. "What are you guys doing
here?" "Can we talk inside?" Byers asked,
flicking his eyes nervously up and down the corridor. "I'm not feeling well. I didn't sleep last
night and I've had a shitty day at work. I'm really not in the mood for the three
stooges," Mulder replied shortly. Byers looked at him with
obvious concern, his eyes narrowing at Mulder's flushed
face. "I don't think we've been followed,"
Frohike insisted, more concerned with getting his ass out of the
exposure of the corridor than with Mulder's own state of health. "Who would follow
you?" Mulder demanded rudely. "Multinational black opps unit. Code name
Garnett," Byers replied. "Trained killers. School of the American
Alumni," Langley added. Mulder couldn't help laughing.
"Have you boys been defacing library books again?" "They don't want us. They want
him," Frohike said. "Who?" Mulder demanded
urgently, a frantic picture of Alex flashing into his head. "Kenneth
Suna," Frohike replied. Mulder breathed a sigh of relief
that it wasn't Alex who was in danger. "We think that's his real
name," Langley corrected. "You've heard us refer to him as The
Thinker," Byers added. It was enough to spark some interest
in Mulder. Not much, but enough to ask "What did he do?" "Hacked into the defense department computer
system," Byers answered, with a smug grin. "What?"
Mulder demanded, now fully intrigued. Enough to temporarily bank
down his overwhelming urge to pay Skinner a visit and concentrate
instead on what his friends were telling him. "The Thinker's an anarchist and a snoop. Whatever
he got into has made him a very wanted man. Customs and
immigration are on full alert. Every port of ingress is
closed," Byers replied. "What are you coming to me
for?" Mulder asked suspiciously. "In his last communiqué, The Thinker named a
meeting place and a three hour time window. He asked specifically
for you." "The only problem is he may already be
dead," Langley added dramatically. Before Mulder could
answer, the corridor was filled with the unmistakable sound of a
gun shot. Byers, Langley and Frohike all dived through
Mulder's door like a stampede of terrified rabbits. Mulder charged
through them and out of the door, reaching for his weapon. The
three exchanged worried glances then wordlessly turned and
raced after him. The far end of the corridor was already teeming
with frightened onlookers, congregating around the door to another
apartment.
"What happened?" Mulder demanded.
"She just shot her husband," a stunned woman replied.
"They'd been married
for thirty years. It's like she went crazy."
Maybe *he* was fucking Skinner too, a voice whispered at the
back of Mulder's head. He blinked stupidly, shaking his head
at the weirdness of his own subconscious, and decided maybe he
*was* coming down with some weird flu or something.
~#~#~#~
US BOTANIC GARDEN
WASHINGTON, DC : APRIL 11
Sitting on a bench that was far too hard for his still swollen
ass, Mulder checked his wristwatch again and irritably decided
that he'd give 'The Thinker' exactly five more minutes and
then he'd get the hell out of there and get on with something
*important* like finding Alex. Maybe via a chemists to get
something for this damned flu bug or whatever it was that was
making his mind feel so fuzzy at the edges.
Yeah, he decided, shuffling on his seat as he decided that the
five minutes was up.
So he was almost disappointed when the young man with wild eyes
and wilder hair sidled up to him just as he was about to leave.
"I... I don't want you to know my real name.
I... I just don't think it's that important that you know,"
Kenneth whispered.
Mulder rolled his eyes dramatically, considered pointing out
that he knew *exactly* who he was talking to right down to his
shoe size and the name of his primary school teacher, then sighed
and settled for sarcasm instead. "Sounds like a line I used in a bar once."
Kenneth blinked, saw the irritation in Mulder's face and
flushed. "Look, I'm sorry about the wait but I kinda
got this ninja party shaking my butt," he whined defensively.
"Why? What've you got?" Mulder demanded impatiently.
"Well if I'm correct I got the original
defense departments UFO intelligence files. Everything from the
1940's and up."
"Everything?" Mulder gasped, all irritation forgotten
as this weird stranger told him he'd found Mulder's holy grail.
"Everything. Roswell, MJ12 and beyond."
"You've read them?"
"Not entirely. I downloaded all I could and
then I split. I mean, I knew that these guys would be after me."
"What makes you think they know who you are?" Mulder
asked, not so much querying the obvious truth that there were
people who would kill to keep their secrets buried but wondering
exactly how careless Suna had been and who long it would take for
those people to find *him*.
"I didn't take any precautions," Suna admitted, then
colored with embarrassment and shrugged helplessly.. "I mean I...
I didn't even expect to get inside."
He reached into his windcheater and withdrew a small package.
He stared at it with a combination of reverence and dread, then
pressed it into Mulder's hand as though he were transferring
ownership of an ancient curse. Mulder felt the weight of that
curse, the crippling heaviness of decades of secrets, the terrible
burden of the long buried truth and he shuddered slightly. "You know they always denied that these files
even existed," he murmured, staring at the package with an
almost sorrowful expression. Then he looked up and stared at Suna
suspiciously. "What do you want from me?" Suna just
smiled at him with the bitter resigned grimace of a man who'd
already accepted the news of his own terminal cancer. "I want the
truth," he whispered, though both men knew he was unlikely to
survive long enough to enjoy it.."And I want you to promise
that those rat bastards answer to the people." Mulder
wanted to offer him protection, assure him sanctuary, stop the men
who were undoubtedly already preparing to send Suna to his early
grave. But he couldn't. He didn't have the power. He couldn't even
offer Suna the protection of his badge since half the rat bastards
Suna referred to worked for their own damned government. The
government that had buried the truth. The government that had made
Alex what he had become. So he just nodded, accepting
Suna's challenge and his own inability to offer the man anything
more, and as much as the package was burning him with its promise
of secrets to be uncovered and lies to be refuted, its presence in
his pocket felt as much like an acceptance of his own impotence as
a chance to finally make a difference. Or maybe it was just the
damned flu that was making him feel so down. That and the fact
that Alex was probably fucking Skinner.
~#~#~#~
FBI HEADQUARTERS
WASHINGTON, DC : APRIL 12
Mulder sat at his desk, turning the DAT tape over and over in
his hands and vaguely contemplating the nature of curses. At least
his ass had recovered enough for him to sit down in comfort as he
deliberated, but the lack of pain didn't give him as much relief
as he'd expected. He still felt hot, tired and fluish. He seemed
incapable of keeping track of any but the most simple thoughts
and, since the fading of the ache in his butt was a testament to
the fact that Alex *still* hadn't come home, he was struggling to
see his ability to sit down comfortably as a 'good thing'.
He was so distracted by his self-pity that he barely had time
to slip the tape back into his pocket unseen as Scully burst
through the basement door with an irritatingly cheerful look on
her face.
"Mulder, Skinner's looking for you," she announced.
Yeah, I bet he fucking is, Mulder snarled to himself,
overwhelmed by a sudden wave of furious jealousy, but he forced
himself not to react. Skinner could wait.
"Come in and lock the door," he urged.
"Why, what's going on?"
"Are you familiar with the ten commandments Scully?"
"You want me to recite them?"
"No. Just number 4, the one about obeying the Sabbath, the part about where God made Heaven and Earth but didn't
bother to tell anybody about his side projects."
"What are you talking about?" she demanded, torn
between irritation and concern.
"The biggest lie of all," he announced, swinging his
monitor around so she could see the words emblazoned across the
screen: Department Of Defense. Top Secret.
"What is this?"
"The Holy Grail. The original defense department
files. Hard evidence that the government has known about the
existence of extraterrestrials for over fifty years." "Where did you get
this?" Scully asked cautiously, not liking the feverish
brightness of Mulder's eyes or the clammy paleness of his skin. He
looked....not 'ill' exactly but....but *wrong*. As Alex had warned
her. While she didn't dispute the possible importance of the
files Mulder was saying he'd found and understood that their
presence might make him over-excited and a little manic, Mulder's
reactions still seemed *wrong*. "Your friendly neighborhood
anarchist," Mulder grinned, then his smile slipped as the
screen reflected a strange code. "I don't believe this,"
he yelled. "This is just gibberish." He exploded out
of his seat and punched a pencil holder so hard that it span off
his desk. "Damn it. I'm so sick of this crap, BS and double talk. I can't
believe this." Scully flinched a little at the look of pure
rage on Mulder's face. She'd never seen him so totally out of
control before, at least not in anger. Maybe he *was* ill. She
wondered what he'd say if she suggested a blood test. She was
still casting around for some subtle way to suggest it when her
eyes caught and held on the computer screen. "Mulder, this may not be
gibberish," she said slowly, as understanding dawned. "It's a joke Scully, it's a bad
joke," he growled. "I think it's just encrypted and I think I
recognize it. It looks like Navajo. It was used in world war two.
My father told me it was the only code the Japanese couldn't
break. I... I remember the long strings of consonants.
"Well can you find out?" he snapped.
"Well only a handful of people can decipher it," she
replied carefully.
"Then find one of 'em," he barked. "Put
Doggett onto it. It's about time he pulled his weight around
here." Scully watched him stalk towards the door, his spine
stiff , and called out "Mulder. Are you okay?" He
paused in the doorway, ran a hand through his hair and sighed
deeply before turning back to look at her with a sheepish
expression. "Yeah. I just haven't been sleeping," he
said, his eyes flashing an unspoken apology for his temper. "I'm
worried about you, Mulder. *Alex* is worried about you." "Alex?"
he demanded, his features contorting back into fury. "You've
been talking to Alex about me?" "He's worried about
you, Mulder. That's all. He came to see me to..." "When?"
Mulder growled. "When, Scully?" "A couple of
nights ago. He came to my apartment and..." "You too?
How could you, Scully? I understand *him*. Fuck, I even understand
Skinner maybe. But YOU?" "Mulder, please. I don't know
what...." But with a loud slam of the basement door, he
stormed out of the room before he said something he'd *really*
regret. He felt sick, literally sick, as though his intestines were turning somersaults around his stomach. Not Scully. Not her.
He must have misunderstood. That's it. He'd over-reacted because
Alex had gone to her apartment. At night. No. She wasn't like
that. Wasn't like..... And wouldn't you know it? Speak of the
devil...the moment he approached Skinner's office the outer door
swung open and the bastard in question walked out. "Sir,"
Mulder growled, somehow turning one syllable into a curse of such
magnitude that it stopped Skinner in his tracks. Stone-faced and
calm, Skinner's only response to his challenge was, "Agent Mulder. I need to speak with you." "About?"
Mulder asked cockily, tipping his head back and meeting Skinner's
brown gaze with venom. "In my office," Skinner replied
shortly, jerking his head towards the door in invitation. "Why?"
Mulder demanded, /because you don't want the whole fucking FBI to
find out you're taking it up the ass from MY Alex?/ "Is this another jerk off assignment where
I end up doing the government's dirty work?" /Jerk
off....yeah....that's what you want isn't it? Me jerking off alone
while you fuck my boyfriend/ "It's about a rumor that you may be in
receipt of some sensitive files," Skinner replied coldly. Mulder
swayed uncertainly. The tape. The fucking DAT tape. Was *that* why
Skinner had stolen Alex? To distract him? To make him so fucked up
that he kept forgetting what he had in his pocket in favor of what
he *should* have in his ass? No...It couldn't be. Alex had left
him before the tape came. Hadn't he? Suddenly he wasn't so sure.
His mind felt fuzzy, disjointed. All he knew for certain, all he
knew beyond doubt, was that Skinner was *not* to be trusted either
way. "I don't know anything about that," he
mumbled, turning around and starting to walk away before he simply
hit that smug bastard smirk that he just *knew* was gloating at him
behind that stony exterior. "Agent Mulder listen... I'm talking to you..."
Skinner said, reaching out and catching hold of Mulder's
shoulder. His grip was a light, polite restraint but his
fingers inadvertently dug into the place where Alex's fangs had
opened a deep, still sensitive rip in Mulder's shoulder. The
combination of his fury, fear, pain and the unforgivable fact that
Skinner had touched him in a place that only Alex had the right to
touch sent Mulder spinning right off the edge. Uncaring of their
audience, not even thinking about what he was doing, Mulder let
fly a furious punch at Skinner. Instead of retaliating Skinner
simply wrapped his bear-like arms around the younger man, pulling
him so close against his body that Mulder's frantic struggles were
easily subdued. One arm around Mulder's neck in a tight
choke-hold, Skinner just waited until the fight drained out of
Mulder's body. "Are we done?" He growled in Mulder's
ear, shaking him a little to check. When Mulder just sagged
against him, boneless and stunned, Skinner finally released him.
"We're done," he announced, and glared around the
corridor until all the fascinated on-lookers departed. "Care
to tell me what all that was about?" he asked, when they were
alone, his voice now surprisingly gentle. He watched as Mulder
rubbed his bruised throat, his eyes bright with either anger or
unshed tears, feeling sickened and ashamed of himself for letting
this happen. Not that he could have expected Mulder to hit him but
still, he *had* known Mulder would react badly if he really *was*
hiding files so sensitive that the higher echelons seemed to be in
a complete panic. "You've just given them the ammunition
they needed, Mulder. By hitting me in public you've lost what
little credibility you still had here," he announced, but his
words were sad rather than accusing. "It might not be
too late. I can still help you if you trust me, if you bring me in
on this now while there's still time." "Trust
you?" Mulder laughed. "Trust YOU?" "Why not
me?" Skinner asked. "What *is* your problem with me,
Mulder?" Mulder gaped at him in obvious disbelief, uttered
a high-pitched almost hysterical laugh, and stumbled towards the
lift. "MULDER!" Skinner roared.
"Why don't you ask ALEX?" Mulder
screamed back, as the lift door closed.
Skinner stared at the closed lift, contemplated
racing to the staircase or phoning security to stop the lift, then
sighed in defeat and turned back to his office muttering "Who
the hell is Alex?" to himself.
~#~#~#~
MARTHA'S VINEYARD, MA : APRIL 12
Although he'd never believed in the idea of a sixth-sense,
having discovered enough horror in the world with five senses
alone, as soon as the door bell rang Bill Mulder knew who'd come
calling. There was an inevitability about it like seeing an
open door long overdue for closing.
"Hello Bill."
He just stared unspeaking at the unwelcome caller, wondering if
the savage chill in his spine was the same sensation Scrooge had
felt as the first ghoulish reminder of his past sins arrived.
Except that Marley's ghost had been swathed in chains, while
Spender arrived draped only in the thick fog of cigarette smoke.
"What are you doing here?" he asked, and although he
intended the words to emerge strong and unwelcoming they instead
fell out of his mouth like the pre-rehearsed lines of some play.
First line: pretend innocence.
"I've come on some pressing business," Spender
replied, with a cool smirk on his face like some bad pantomime
villain.
"We had agreed that you would never..." Second line:
pretend aggrieved surprise.
"That was a long time ago Bill. There have been some unforeseen
events."
Not long enough, Bill thought. Never long enough. Somehow
they ended up in the kitchen, drinking coffee like real people
did. People who lived normal lives, with normal families and who
slept at night with normal nightmares and faced impending death
with normal regrets. Not people who shared knowledge that no man
should ever know and guilt that no man could ever bear. "No
one was supposed to know," Bill muttered, then was ashamed of
himself for the thought. Was a secret like theirs bearable simply
because it was a secret? Yes, it seemed so. For all the
justifications he'd given himself over the years, despite all the
times he'd convinced himself that what he'd done *had* been worth
the cost, he no more believed his own excuses than the shades who
haunted his dreams found satisfaction in his platitudes and lies. "Who
could have predicted the future Bill? That the computers that you
and I only dreamed of would someday be home appliances capable of
the most technical espionage?" "The files should have
been destroyed," Bill argued weakly, his hand trembling
around his coffee cup. "They should have, but they weren't.
Regret is an inevitable consequence of life," Spender replied
coldly, his eyes flickering with distaste at Mulder's obvious
fear. How the hell had *this* man raised someone like Fox,
he wondered. "How do you know my son has them?" Bill
challenged. "The man who stole them has come forward,"
Spender replied, with a chilling sneer. "Oh God," Bill
moaned. "As always we maintain plausible denial. The files
are only as real as their possible authentication," Spender
assured him. Bill flashed him a glare of pure malice. "My
*name* is in those files," he growled. "The files
have been encrypted of course. We have a certain luxury of time.
We endeavored to prevent that fact from ever coming to light,"
Spender reassured him. "You wouldn't... harm him?"
Bill asked weakly. "I've protected him this long, haven't
I.? Your son has been provident in the alliances that he's
created. The last thing we need is a martyr in a crusade." "But
if he should, learn of my involvement..." Bill's voice
petered off as he answered his own question. Fox would hate him,
despise him, expose him, destroy him. Fox was incapable of acting
any other way. He'd expose the truth, no matter what it cost him,
no matter what it cost his father. Not for the first time, Bill
regretted the choice he'd made so many years previously. Samantha
had always been the most biddable child. The one whose need for
approval was greater than the need to 'do the right thing'. From
early childhood, Samantha was the one who stared at her father
with worshipful eyes. Fox had just stared and then questioned.
'Why are you doing that? When are we going? How does that work?
Where did that come from? What is that for?' Questions...always
and incessantly, Fox had questioned his world. Never willing to
simply trust that his father knew best. He looked up and saw
Spender's eyes narrow in contemplation as though he could see all
of Bill's thoughts and doubts written across his face. "You're
your own man, Bill. You always have been. But I strongly encourage
you in that event, to deny everything. It's good to see you again
Bill. You look well." But deny what and to whom? Bill
wondered, as Spender left. Deny the contents of the files to Fox
and pray for a miracle, that Fox would simply believe him when in
thirty-six years Fox had *never* believed in anything that
couldn't be quantified, weighed and examined for truth? Or
deal with the problem himself. Bury the secret forever and then
deny his own actions to the others. Yes. Why else would Spender
have come? Not to warn him, never that. What would have been the
point? Fox had the files, he *would* unencrypted them, he
*would* find out the truth. Fox knew what he had. He'd already be
running scared, well-aware the Consortium were after him. He
wouldn't trust anyone at this point in time. He wouldn't let
anyone near enough to harm him. Not anyone, but maybe he would
trust his father as long as Bill called him before he read the
file. Bill loved his son. He make sure that Fox didn't suffer. Hell,
it was a kindness really. At least this way Fox would never have
to live with the knowledge of what Bill had done. Fox was far too
sensitive to live with the kind of nightmares that Bill had lived
with for thirty years. Yeah, all things considered, this was
probably all for the best.
~#~#~#~
MULDER'S APARTMENT : APRIL 12
Mulder was asleep on the couch when Scully let herself into apartment. He
looked absurdly young when he was sleeping, she decided, although his hair
was badly tousled and both his face and tee-shirt were damp with
perspiration. She glanced sadly at the closed bedroom door and took
it, from Mulder's position on the couch, that Alex wasn't around. She'd
never gotten to the bottom of why Mulder never used the bed unless he had
company or at least was *expecting* company, but she suspected it had
something to do with Mulder's deep down fear of loneliness. He never
cared about being alone, just about *feeling* that way. Presumably he just
felt better napping alone on a couch than in a bed built for two.
"Alex?" Mulder called out, still half-asleep but
obviously coming too and registering that he wasn't alone. Before
she could answer, Mulder twisted for his weapon and was pointing it in her
direction before he'd fully finished opening his eyes.
"Sorry," he mumbled. "When I realized it
wasn't Alex, I panicked."
She just shrugged. Neither of them lived the kind of lives
where it was unusual to greet unexpected visitors with a loaded gun.
"You didn't answer your door," she said quietly,
sitting down on an arm of the couch and reaching forward to push a couple
of wet bangs out of Mulder's eyes.
"Oh," Mulder mumbled, shame-faced. "I took
a pill."
She cocked an eyebrow at him questioningly but just said,
"I couldn't find you at work. I was worried about you."
"I came home. I must be running a fever. Maybe it's
the threat of being burnt at the stake," he quipped weakly.
"They called me in today."
"What did you tell them?"
"That nothing was wrong."
"Well you told them the truth then."
"Mulder, you opened the door for them, they're just
looking for a good reason now."
"Yeah," Mulder laughed. "That's what
Skinner said too."
"About what you said earlier, about me and Skinner
and Alex. What did you mean?"
Mulder shook his head.
"Nothing. I told you. I've been feeling feverish. The
flu or something. That's all."
"And Alex still hasn't come home?"
"No."
"I'm sorry, Mulder. I *do* know he loves you though.
He really was worried about you the other night. I'm worried too. Why on
earth did you attack Skinner?"
Mulder rubbed his face and looked at her helplessly.
"You'll laugh at me."
"Believe me, Mulder. The last thing I'm going to do
is laugh. Talk to me."
"I keep thinking that's where Alex is. With
*him*."
"What?"
"I knew you'd laugh."
"I'm not laughing. Why Skinner?"
"Because Alex is *somewhere* and I know he likes
Skinner and Skinner likes Alex and..."
"What do you mean he likes Alex? He's met him?"
she demanded.
"Yeah....well, not really. Alex was a cat at the
time."
Scully didn't even blink. "That explains it
then."
"Explains what?"
"Why the AD came to see me and asked 'Who the hell is
Alex?' since apparently the last thing you screamed at him was that he
should talk to him."
"Okay, I'll say I'm sorry to him," Mulder mumbled, though a
voice niggled at the back of his head saying that Skinner was only
*pretending* not to know Alex..
"Mulder, these files. Is this cassette worth risking
everything?"
"I'll tell you when I find out what's on it. Now just tell me who
I can talk to about breaking that code."
"I'm meeting with someone in an hour. I might know something later
tonight, I just need some kind of assurance that they're not going to let
us hang ourselves with this. That I'm doing the right thing."
"I'll try to find out," Mulder assured her, crossing over to
the window and taping an X across it. "Think it'll work if I stick a
picture of a cat on the window too?" he asked, with a wistful grin.
"He'll be back, Mulder. You know he will. He always
turns up when you're in trouble and between punching out Skinner and that
DAT tape you've got more than enough to go around."
"Yeah," Mulder laughed. "Thanks,
Scully."
"No problem. Try and get some more sleep."
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